My head is a mess..

...but I'm gettin' used to it...

fitter happier more productive confortable

not drinking too much

regular exercise at the gym 3 days a week

getting on better w/ your associate employee contemporaries at ease

eating well no more microwave dinners and saturated 'trans' fats

a patient better driver a safer car

baby smiling in back seat

sleeping well no bad dreams no paranoia

careful to all animals

never washing spiders down the plughole

keep in contact w/ old friends

enjoy a drink now and then

will frequently check credit at moral bank hole in wall

favours for favours fond but not in love...

charity standing orders on sundays ring road supermarket

no killing moths or putting boiling water on the ants

car wash also on sundays

no longer afraid of the dark or midday shadows

nothing so ridiculously teenage and desperate

nothing so childish at a better pace slower and more calculated

no chance of escape now self-employed

concerned but powerless

an empowered and informed member of society..

pragmatism not idealism

will not cry in public less chance of illness tyres that grip in the wet..

shot of baby strapped in back seat a good memory

still cries at a good film still kisses with saliva

no longer empty and frantic like a cat tied to a stick that's driven into frozen winter shit

the ability to laugh at weakness

calm fitter healthier and more productive

like a pig in a cage on antibiotics.......